Basically these 4 drunken chav men kept calling me a “fat bird” and a “right porker”. And I hear this pretty often from people. I mean I am over weight. I know this. This is not news to me. Normally I brush off comments like these pretty easy because my friends don’t treat me like im fat and believe it or not some men do still find me attractive. Not a huge deal, bit hurtful but whatever. But tonight has really gotten to me. 

All those men saw when they looked at me was that I eat too much. That is all people will ever see if I don’t do something about it. I need to take this seriously this time. I need too. I want people to see a person who looks attractive when they look at me not some great flabby lump. Which is what they see now. I can be the most interesting, funny girl ever but I would still be “the fat one”. Well that is about to change. It will. Diet starts tomorrow.